KyonMin - Of Loves and Secrets

A lilttle something about me

2009-02-12T02:15:00.001+08:00

I've been MIA since I can remember but now I am back! xD

RIINA 101

I am jobless. I screwed up my STPM.
I’ve should went to MMU for my foundation stupid. Now I might have to repeat my foundation year sigh. Fyi, I am not stupid. I did well in my SPM.
I whine to my friend everyday she’s sick of me already.
I am your typical emo girl just minus the heavy metal music part.
I am not smart, just the average girl.
I have a cool mum who goes for concerts, and spent 1k for VIP zone for Rain’s concert while I only get the free tickets she won from Clear shampoo.
Oh I am fat. I’ve lost 15 pounds since Jan/Dec and still counting the days I will have JLo’s figure. Thin Taiwan girls are way too underweight for me.
I’m single and fat people don’t date.
I swear a lot. Prohibited here. ;(
And oh, my dream is to marry a rich man, Japanese/Koreans. Then I can fly all my friends there for my wedding! Oh please God grant my only wish.

I want a guy who is....

2009-02-11T12:22:00.000+08:00

I want a guy who is funny.

I want a guy who will always gets my jokes. The cold and silly ones.

I want a guy who opens the car door for me. LOL

I want a guy who understands me in every way and love it.

I want a guy who can sing. No high expectation it doesn't matter if he sings off key once in a while. (:

I want a guy who knows what he wants. Because I'm the frickled minded, undesicive person. ;(

I want a guy who will never get bored of me. And vice versa.

Most importantly, I want a guy who will still hold my hands when we're old. (:

p/s : I'm not in love with anyone. I WANT to be in love with someone. Heh

Listening to: Rain - This Is Love

How can you tell if you're a sexaholic?

2008-10-20T02:14:00.002+08:00

Hello guys, I am back! Wtf. My STPM is exactly a month away WOOHOO! and I always write better things under pressure. Wtf. So so so......

Today we're going to see whether I am a sexaholic or not?
Hmmm.............

I am gonna make this real quick it's 2.18 am and I have school at 7. Har har.

The Top 10 Indications That You Are a Sexaholic.

Category: Symptoms/Signs of Problems, Conditions, Addictions, Behavior (BG9)

Originally Submitted on 10/17/96.

1. You have sex with more than one person a month.

2. You masturbate frequently (3-25 times a week).

3. You turn sexual partners into objects instead of "making love" with them.

4. You have more than 10 XXX videos or magazines at home.

5. You have anonymous sex.

6. You "cruise," but may call it 'people watching....'

7. You have sex in dangerous places.

8. You continually pursue "great sex."

9. You think about and/or talk about sex a lot.

10. You think that you may be a sexaholic.

OKAYYYYYYYYYYY.....

I am still a virgin. But I have fantasies with various handsome guys wtf. So I consider it's a check wtf.
Cough. Checked. Who doesn't?!
Guilty. Yes. Bad experience with guys. Hmmmmm........ True love, not in my list.
Next! Checked wtf.
Ar..... Not yet. I do not wanna risk having STD either. A cross! Finally!
Checked. Voyeurism la. Wtf.
Oh, I have in mind a lot of places. You need a change once in a while rather than to be in the 4 walled room with a bed. Boring.
I would. Wtf. Sigh. *blames the guys wtf no offence*
Yes, I talk about it everyday. With my best friends. Dirty jokes, their experience, and we make fun of hentai voices. Wtf.
Tadaaaaa! Yes I think so! *guilty*

In a few years time, I fear I will be one. Hmmm.....
I think I've just replaced sex with love. =/
I do not even want to pursue love anymore. So in exchange, I'll pursue sex.
So unhealty right?!

Baby boy with an extra Penis, on his back

2008-06-12T02:11:00.002+08:00

This little Chinese baby boy was born with an extra penis on his back. The condition is called fetus in fetu (FIF). The baby underwent three hours of surgery to remove the extra penis, and recovered fine. His proud father is a Li Jun (30), who is a farmer who lives in Hejian city in central China’s Henan province. The mother preferred to not have her name printed.

If it happen to you guys, would you keep it?

Well, you have twice as much fun?!

Click here to see the uncensored picture.

Takut mati

2008-06-09T03:12:00.001+08:00

Dunno how true this is....should see for yourself....

Mr. Juseleeno, born in 1960(reportedly still alive in 2008), is a Brazilian who has made many predictions, and MOST have come to pass, including Princess Diana's death by car accident (which is instigated by someone near her and will probably unfortunately be written off as a car accident), 911 and the 2004 Indonesian tsunami. He sees the future in his dreams, and has an average of 3 to 9 such predictions per day. When he wakes up, he will write them down, and send warnings to those concerned.

If it concerns only a normal individual, he will write a letter to warn him/her.
If it is a famous person(celebrity, politician etc.), or matters concerning the public, he will not only send it to the individual himself/herself, but also related agencies, government, and media. He urged the media to publicise these predictions, but the reply always went along the lines of rejection for fear of arousing public panic.

Future predictions:

1) July 2008 :
There will be an earthquake in Japan, which will cause a tsunami of 30 plus metres high to occur as well.

2) 18th September 2008 :
An earthquake with magnitude of approximately 9.1 will rock China, simultaneously causing a tsunami of more than 30 metres to occur, resulting in the deaths of more than 1 million people.
Although this huge earthquake will happen after the Olympics have ended, there will be a series of relatively smaller earthquakes occurring in China before the huge earthquake. The China government, which is more concerned with the success of the Olympics, will most likely neglect to employ appropriate cautionary measures, thus the high casualty rate. If the China government does not publicise the occurrence of these minor earthquakes and evacuate people, the number of deaths will be as predicted.

3) 17th December 2008 : terrorist attack in America

4) 2010: The temperatures in some countries of Africa could be as high as 58 degrees Celsius, and there will be a serious shortage of water.

5) 15th June 2010 : The New York Stock Exchange market will fail, causing an international financial crisis.

6) 2011: The research on the treatment of some cancers will be completed, but a new life-threatening virus will appear. People who are infected will die after only approx. 4 hours of coming into contact with the virus.

7) 1st - 25th November 2013 :
Research on treatment of cancers, except for brain tumors, will be completed.
An earthquake, caused by volcanic eruptions, will happen on Bahama Island of the Canary Islands.
A gigantic tsunami of roughly 150 metres will result. America mainlands, Brazil etc.will be affected, with the tsunami pushing into the land as far as 15 to 20 kilometres. Before the occurrence of this gigantic tsunami, the
sea/ocean water levels will sink by about 6 metres, and large flocks of birds will start to migrate.

8) 2014: A small planet that has been gradually closing in on Earth might eventually collide with Earth, and this collision, if come to pass, will affect the survival of humans as a whole.

9) 2015: By the mid of November, the average temperature of Earth could be as high as 59 degrees Celsius. Many people will die from the overheat, and international confusion and terror ensues.

10) April 2016 :
A huge typhoon will invade China, causing massive damage.
The 43rd USA president, George Walker Bush, will enter the hospital, and faces a life or death situation.

11) July 2026 : A super earthquake will occur in San Francisco, and it will be named "The Big One". Huge damage to surrounding areas. Many volcanoes will re-activate, and the height of resulting tsunami will be more than 150 metres.

Mr. Juseleeno made known his predictions in hopes that people will take heed of his warnings, so that these disasters may be avoided. He hopes there will be a major change in the thinking of people's mindsets in the time period 2007 â€“ 2008. One factor will be the environmental issue of global warming, which is more serious than what some meteorologists assume.

Source : Here.

I fucking hate wired bras!

2008-06-09T02:12:00.003+08:00

I bet you girls out there wear wired bras, for support some for push up wtf.
Let me tell you, I was bending down just a minute ago to grab my pencil that dropped and the next thing I know I was screaming and tears came out.
The next thing I know is my skin is scratched! And bleeding a lil! (No pics of this will be included wtf)
So then I opened my shirt and there I go, cursing the god damned bra!

SEE THAT WIRE POKING OUT! %^*($%&*($%^&*(
T_________T
Oh Lord my dear skin in between. T_T
Then I got so fed up i took out the stupid bras that had wire poking out and potentially gonna hurt my breast in future!

BYE BYE CB BRAS! I AM GETTING NEW ONES SOON!
But no choice lor, I need the wired one. Damn heavy to carry and it feels like it's sagging and I blame gravity for that wtf.

When lust takes over

2008-06-07T03:08:00.002+08:00

Been listening to Sohodolls - Stripper ever since I watched the Victor/Victrola episode form Gossip Girl.

So sexy! And I stripped, a really nice music to put on when you lap dance your guy.
I will try it one day. Lol!

Enjoy the video! HOT HOT HOT!
Burlesque is like so in right now. So seductive.

On every night,
The scratches, the bruises and the bites.
But i wanna touch,
And i wanna kiss,
And if you say no then i will persist,
With you tonight,
You'll make it right.
You know that you're wetting my appetite.

p/s : I love the strap across her boobs.

Cell Phone in a Microwave

2008-06-02T18:39:00.003+08:00

Bunch of idiots wasting money.

Just a shout out!

2008-05-31T02:11:00.002+08:00

Warning : Emo post ;__;

"Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me."

I waited for your email today, you didn't reply.
I don't know what you want, and I think I know you cannot give me what I want.
So, please stop lying to me and make it straight.

Pick me or leave me.

Why every guy should buy their girlfriend Wii Fit

2008-05-30T17:37:00.002+08:00

This is why.

I was thinking.. what if GIRLS have their boyfriend playing Wii Fit, naked.
Errr.. I don't even wanna think about it already. Hah!

Vagina Dentata

2008-05-30T04:31:00.002+08:00

Guys, what if you are making love to this lovely woman and when you reach climax and suddenly you hear this *munch munch* sound?
The next moment you know, your penis head is on the floor and the girl smirking at you.

Dotz dotz dotz.

I am talking about the movie "Teeth". I think everyone should watch it!
It's something new, not like your everyday horror movie.
Some may like it, some might not. (:
Well, I do! Heee hee hee.

Buy this dvd anywhere wtf, 100% won't be showing in Malaysia's Cinema!
See even the tag line is gay. Every rose has its thorns. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Watch it then I want feedback! If you're too lazy, spoilers here. (:

Warning! Spoilers ahead!!!

It's about this girl, Dawn, your typical American girl, conservative, pledging her virginity to only her husband to be.
But obviously things turn over, this guy, her crush, kinda like raped her when they go swimming, then her vagina just munch of the guy's penis la. You can actually see the penis bitten of and spit it out on the floor ok?! T__T
So then, somehow the guy panic and then jump off into the waters wtf. In the end he died.

Then anther came, but they had sex. Without munching off his wee wee.
If Dawn wants sex, she gets it. If she doesn't want it, her vajayjay will take care of it! $%^&*^
If only every potential rape victims have this kinda vagina.

And jeng jeng jeng, actually this girl has Vagina Dentata in her inner self!
Vagina dentata is Latin for toothed vagina. Various cultures have folk tales about women with toothed vaginas, frequently told as cautionary tales warning of the dangers of sex with strange women.

"Fuck! This bitch bit OFF MY WILLY!!!! $&*$(%^& "

It failed. Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh.

2008-05-30T04:30:00.001+08:00

No it didn't work after all. I give up n him.
Oh good luck for tomorrow.

What to do?

2008-05-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

Where are you when I need you?

Oh wait, you were never there. ):

Been on an emotional roller coaster these few days to the point I don't really wanna talk to anyone.
When I finally wanna voice out, no one is there to listen.
Well, at least the one that I want to talk to is not there.
He's never there.
I'm still living in my past sometimes you know?
I loved him, truly, with my whole heart.
Maybe because of that, I never really moved on.

Oh wells, back to Robert Downey Jr. to warm my heart. Lame? (:

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2008-05-27T22:38:00.002+08:00

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Torn

2008-05-24T12:50:00.004+08:00

Today I woke up, teary. A sharp pain struck my heart. And I said bye bye.

Sigh, so emo. I don't know what else to say or do to convince him(the first love) that we can be together forever.
I sound desperate don't I? (:
I've decided to talk to him less. (: It's my holidays!
The funny thing is.... this morning I woke up with a BIG GRIN!

The night before I was crying (wtf) and after that straight sleep because too tired =.="
And then JENG JENG JENG, I dreamt about my crush! OMG! wtfwtfwtf
THE WHOLE NIGHT/MORNING. I remember I went to pee around 5 in the morning and I still dream of him after I peed! WOOTS!
The dream is not really as clear as when I woke up just now. This one part only damn vivid/interesting!

He was in my room wtf, and he was browsing my dvds and taadaa he found some porn VCD wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And then he watched it on my bed and I switch off the TV.
And no we didn't do that thing awwwwwwwwwwwww. ;( WTF!

It was a nice feeling though wtf. I was fooling around with him. And stuffs lovers do.
I wonder could we even date for once...
Maybe I should study hard to go where he'll go (:

Mariah Carey's BYE BYE is like so emo i <3 it! =D

p/s: And oh check out the link at the right. If anyone wanna link me, please do tell me I'll link you back! :D

Silly Crush

2008-05-22T19:10:00.002+08:00

Today is my last day of mid-year exam! :D
Today I was supposed to go out with my classmates for a movie after tuition! :D
Today I drove to tuition alone!
(Mind you I love driving, once in a while that is!) :D
Today, David Cook MY BABY won American Idol! :DD
Today I found out I passed my CHEM exam!
Out of the 8 people who passed in my class! :D

But....
Something that makes my heart went ToT....

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I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT FOR A MOVIE WITH THE CLASSMATES!
WHY AM I DOING HERE?! T______T
Turns out that my girlfriends misunderstood the decision and didn't go after all.
HE was dressed up sooo smartly and in my favourite colour T that I've never seen him in that colour ever!
When I found out that, no we're not going to a movie....

I WAS LIKE....
ZOMG!!! ToT WHY! WTF! T___T

And saddest part is, he thought we were going too! OMG!~
But...
I can't actually go watch a movie with him.. Alone..
Along with his friends? Where's mine then?!
SIGH!

And I am 18, whining like a 13 year old girl. *sigh*
Can't blame me he's like cute after all. (:

MY DAVID WON! ZOMG!

2008-05-22T19:04:00.003+08:00

MY DAVID COOK WON! OMG!
BEEN ROOTING FOR HIM SINCE AUDITION::~
IT'S ALL WORTH IT!!!!!
DAVID COOK! CAN'T WAIT FOR YOUR 1ST ALBUM<3

7 things I hate

2008-05-17T16:01:00.005+08:00

Brainless Idiots on the road

CIBAI DUNNO HOW TO DRIVE ONE! SIMPLY CUT PEOPLE NO NEED SIGNAL LIGHT?!
WORSE, cut people already slow down. Cut for what?! CB Malaysians.
*angry* wtf
Chinese

Yes! HOW IRONIC! I Hate myself!
Okay, not really. I mean Chinese as in China man.
They speak cibai lousy English and the pray for band 5 in MUET. *roll eyes*
And they are selfish too!
My new neighbor

This morning I was sleeping so nicely until this fucking drilling noises right beside my ears(I SWEAR IT'S RIGHT BESIDE!) starts.
My new neighbor I think he only know how to speak Mandarin.
Great another reason to hate him more.
He looks like 50 and he's a bachelor. Get a life and stop drilling beside my ears!
If he drills summore when I am doing my revision, I swear I am going to pour pee on his garage and I mean it.
My Family

Cibai everyday compare me with my smart ass cousin.
I am ain't THAT smart. Quit it!
Rich people

This don't apply to every rich people though.
"Go ask your mum get you a car la. Easier what when I cannot fetch you."
Pukimak, you think my mum print money ah.
Ask for car get car the next day ah? I know you rich la. You got car.
Not everyone like you ok?!
NEWLY GRADUATED SPM STUDENTS

See newspaper everyday. I got 10A1 and I don't get scholarship bla bla bla.
SO WHAT?! STOP WHINING AND MOVE ON LA!
This is Malaysia what?!
Good thing my junior is smart and went to Taiwan for scholarship instead of waiting the cibai JPA biased one. WTF.
So what I got 9A's I don't even get matriculation la sohais!
Stop whining la. Get real.
Stupid girls acting innocent

"Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww"
"Don't talk about sex la why you so disgusting one?"
Wah, I hate these kind of people lor.
See la, who get their sex video circulating around the net 1st? DUH

My friend,okay not anymore really, the one who won't have sex until I get married type, please, and yet you had phone sex with some dudes! How desperate you bitch!

End of angry post. I am off to watch porn now. Toodles.
Wait. I have period. CIBAI!!!$%^#$#$%^&

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2008-05-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

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The Best Feelings of The Month

2008-05-14T12:54:00.003+08:00

I gotta admit it's so nice talking to him. (:
I admire his determination! I admire his dreams! I admire his smartness!
Ahhh!!! I am going crazy.
I shifted my attention on this guy because I wanna forget the 1st love?
Maybe... But let's hope not.

Gotta work out the brain and body now!
2 years from now, I shall impress you! (:
Maybe we could end up together *gasps*
Chemistry.. I wonder that applies for us?
Alas, this is a crush and I actually liking this feeling!

Toodles, off for Chemistry revision!

Tu Amor

2008-05-12T23:57:00.002+08:00

I am drinking a hot cup of Milo, waiting you to reply my email while I am typing this with the light beaming out from the monitor as the only source of light.
Listening to Tu Amor by RBD, my soul is crying out.
Why am I being so corny? (:

Remember I wrote about my 1st love, how about I wanna forget him so bad and finally somehow moved on?
Not really actually. My heart melts. I am really vulnerable when he is around. Sigh.
Dear thelma! What should I do?!
I intend to write to Thelma, but alas, who knows some of bitch stabbing friends end up telling my mum. (:

Dear Diary,
Sometimes he's nice, sometimes he's nasty.
Regardless how many times I say this will be the last time! Riina this is the last time you're going to talk to him, I always failed. My hand will lead me to the reply button instead of empty.
My heart really crushed, no words can express how I felt when I knew how you felt.
I lied to myself, you're just saying things.
But it just.... too real and I cannot lie about it to myself anymore.
Tears are rolling down and no words can come out from my mouth.

Are you happy for hurting me?

You simply answered,

not happy....

coz i don mean to hurt u.....

but u stil get hurt from me...

wat to do???

teach me wat to do lo...

Pain strucked my heart. What if I tell you to come back to me? Give us another chance. As a real couple. I knew the answer. My ego-ness tried to protect my heart. So I simply act tough, strong.
Nobody really knows what is happening inside...

I guess you really moved on hor?
It's okay la, it's my own fault i am getting hurt like this.
When the time comes, it will be just a mere bad dream
I don't really put hope on you anymore, but i still do have feelings for you

You were relieved. That broke my heart totally.

thanks god u din put hope on me anymore...

My head is yelling move on! Move on!
But why am I still crying inside and waiting? I wonder...
God just because I don't believe you're the only one, quit playing games with my heart.
Maybe I should not wait anymore. It's easier said than do it right?

Love,
myself.

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Have you ever...........

2008-05-12T00:10:00.004+08:00

*edited*

Have you ever been in love and nearly give up(or given up) your virginity for it?
Well, I did. Almost, in my case.
I just don't understand why guys can get a hard on so fast when you just tell him, "I am wet."
"I am wet" can also mean that you are wet outside! As in drenched in rain! Hello?!

I don't understand why guys like to ask "What are you wearing?"
So what what am I wearing? As if you can see me through the phone or the computer?
Even if I said "I am naked." so what?
Then he'll say "You must be hot. Can I eat you?" or "You must be lying."
*roll eyes*
Then why ask when you know I am lying?

I think cybersex is the most pathetic thing to do. I'd rather watch porn and let my imagination run wild rather than using my sticky fingers typing on the keyboard.
So yada, I layan-ed this pathetic guy, I can be the best actress in Malaysia!
I layan-ed him for quite some time, then dunno god knows what happened, I was so attached to him. And I nearlyyyyy went to bed with him, urgh.
Thinking back what I did with him, is just silly and I was 15. Geez. Save me!
I can actually sue him because I am underage that time ha!
And in the end he got laid eventually, and sometimes when I see his car, I have the urge to put nails on his tires. (:
He is the worse guy ever exist, barely 5 feet 3 and pathetic size of willy. I wonder why I was so attached to him. For a few months that is.
Maybe it's just a way to waste my time when I was trying to get over the 1st love! Sigh!
Lesson learnt. Cyber sex with your real life partner when he's far away on business trip and you have the urge, I feel that is okay.

Nevertheless, Riina in support of your virginity before marriage! *rock sign*

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2008-05-11T23:59:00.003+08:00

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13 Year Old Steals Dad's Credit Card to Buy Hookers

2008-05-11T19:38:00.001+08:00

A 13 year old from Texas who stole his Dad's credit card and ordered two hookers from an escort agency, has today been convicted of fraud and given a three year community order.

Ralph Hardy, a 13 year old from Newark, Texas confessed to ordering an extra credit card from his father's existing credit card company, and took his friends on a $30,000 spending spree, culminating in playing "Halo" on an Xbox with a couple of hookers in a Texas motel.

The credit card company involved said it was regular practice to send extra credit cards out as long as all security questions are answered.

The escort girls who were released without charge, told the arresting officers something was up when the kids said they would rather play Xbox than get down to business.

Police said they were alerted to the motel by a concerned delivery clerk, whom after delivering supplies of Dr Pepper, Fritos and Oreos had been asked by the kids where they could score some chicks and were willing to pay. They explained they had just made a big score at a "World of Warcraft" tournament and wanted to get some relaxation. On noting the boys age the delivery clerk informed the authorities.

When police arrived at the motel they found $3,000 in cash, numerous electronic gadgets, an Xbox video console with numerous games, and the two local escort girls.

Ralph had reportedly told police that his father wouldn't mind, as it was his birthday last week and he had forgot to get him a present. The father, a lawyer said he had been too busy, but would take him on a surprise trip to Disneyland instead.
Asked why he ordered two escorts, Ralph said he thought it was the thing to do when you win a "World of Warcraft" tournament. They told the suspicious working girls they were people of restricted growth working with a traveling circus, and as State law does not allow those with disabilities to be discriminated against they had no right to refuse them.

The $1,000 a night girls sensing something up played "Halo" on the Xbox with the kids, instead of selling their sexual services.

Ralph's ambition is to one day become a politician.

Wet dreams

2008-05-08T01:36:00.000+08:00

WTF SECTION OF THE DAY!!!!!!!!! (18SX )
(p/s : "nya" is a censored word we use, in this case, ~~have sex wtf)~~

Me : You know I dreamed about being pregnant, then hor, I gave birth. Very pain summore wtf. But then damn freaky la.

FS : You everything also scared one la. *whatever look

Me: Nolar. Really damn celaka freaky okay. The twins hor, died le. Keluar liao no cry. Then the doctor say wait 30 minutes if no cry summore really die wtf.

FS : ................

*walks to the exit side gate*

FS : Eh you dreamed you nya before ah?

Me : WTF!

FS : Don't lie la, you so hiau one.

Me : Got! You sure you wanna know meh. Very disgusting one wor. I dreamt once nia throughout my whole life. Terrible one summore.

FS : Okayyyyy

Me : With a fat lady. You know the Queen like that one fat ah. Wtf. I scared liao.

FS : WTFFFFFF!!! *slaps forehead*

Me : You leh?

FS : With some kakoi bishies. <3

Me : I hate you -____________________-

Kthxbye people! Tune in for the next post wtfwtf.

Austrian father locked daughter for 24 years and repeatedly raped her and had 7 bastards

2008-05-06T20:07:00.005+08:00

Last week we were shocked by the news right. At least I think so.
For those who doesn't know, this asshole old man raped his own daughter and kept her in a secret chamber wtf with uneven floors and a ceiling no higher than 5ft6ins and without a window wtf!

Asshole, Josef Fritzl, 73

And they had 7 children together. I hate this man lor. He lead double life for 24 years. Lied to his wife that this poor girl, Elisabeth Fritzl, 42, ran away because she joined a cult while this lao lanjiao kept her in the basement dungeon.

Elisabeth Fritzl, 42, was raped repeatedly since being lured into the dungeon built below the family home in a small Austrian town. Police said she had been "broken" by the experience.

Josef Fritzl, 73, admitted to police that all the children were his.

Three of them - Kerstin, 19, Stefan, 18, and Felix, five - were held captive with their mother in a series of windowless rooms and never saw the sunlight until they were freed on Saturday.

Incredibly, three others, Alexander, 12, Monika, 14, and Lisa, 16, were raised in the home by Fritzl and his wife. They were adopted by the couple and went to school, leading apparently normal lives.

The other child, a twin, died shortly after birth and the body burned by Fritzl in a boiler. Detectives today revealed details of the complex of rooms where Elisabeth was held since August 1984.

The three children kept prisoner with her were born there and are thought to have spent their entire lives underground.

Fritzl had fooled the authorities over the years by telling them that his " missing" daughter had mysteriously returned on three occasions - in 1993, 1994 and 1997 - to dump three children on his doorstep.

He claimed each time she had left a note saying she was unable to look after them and persuaded authorities she had left to join a cult.

Fritzl and his daughter were picked up on Saturday close to the hospital where Kerstin is being treated.

He kept Elisabeth prisoner by telling her the cellar was booby trapped to explode if she attempted to escape.

The tiny rooms

I feel this old man is so sick and crazy. I think the wife also darn stupid. Geez.
He told his wife that he is doing research in the basement and not to disturb him. Yea, for 24 years the wife believed him. And oh! He also claimed that "Fat women are not up to my standard."
OMG! Then you are just old sick willy!

Elisabeth Fritzl, left, as a teenager and Monika, 14, one of her daughters allowed to leave the dungeon

Pretty right? The left one wtf. No wonder la the sick old man held her captive for 24 years.!

5 ways to improve Blog traffic

2008-05-05T23:47:00.003+08:00

Save your best posts for the best times of the week
post it on innit on a Saturday or Sunday or a public holiday will be the best!
Answer your email and comment questions
It will surely make them come back to read your feedback. Replying comments are essential because it makes you connect with the reader and most probably they will be loyal ;)
Come up with some catchy phrases/titles
People will only nang your post if your blog post title is so OMPH!
Networking
Yea, you can always post up your blog address on your Facebook or Friendster and even Messengers. Better still, start making friends in the blogosphere world and link them!
Blog about something recent
I hardly update my blog because of schoolwork but I still got an average of 60+ readers a day. Type "david cook always be my baby" on google and you can see me on the 2nd of the list.
What I am trying to say is, blog about something people would often look up on Google. That should help!

Unleash the inner pornstar in you!

2008-04-29T19:37:00.002+08:00

Everyone and their bf seems to be taking pics and leaving them EVERYWHERE
People who want revenge often leave them on the web.

A junior of mine had her nude pictures on the ex-bf blog for god knows how long.
By the time the whole school found out (I was in all girls' school btw), she was absent from school for a week!
I still keep the pictures until today, not to say that I have fantasy on her(ewwww, yucks wtf), but just to show people who never seen it but kwho knows about it and maybe I can keep it for revenge if she ever step on my tail. Evil.

Like Vannesa Anne Hudgens? She looks nice. She sounds sweet. But what? A nude picture?

I think girls should have more self respect to themselves. Would you like to wake up and see everyone looking and your nude pictures and worse, masturbating with you pictures or videos? Yucks.

IF YOU STILL DON'T AGREE WITH ME, THERE IS AN OPTION

If you do like still really wanna take all those sex videos and steamy sessions with your BF, KEEP IT SAFE!

How Often Do You Lie To Your Parents?

2008-04-29T15:57:00.000+08:00

if i lie, i lie for their own good. which is not often.
And I don't really feel guilty honestly.

how often do u say a lie to your parents?
how do u feel after?any regrets?

Share (:

2008-04-29T15:39:00.002+08:00

Share your heartbreaking stories here.
Leave your stories in the comment box.
Can't wait!

Call me a busybody or whatever just because I am. Lol. And I don't care.
Would love to hear the stories for motivation wtf.

Saving this for the someone special! ;)

2008-04-26T14:35:00.002+08:00

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that I’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me thatI’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again (x9)

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again

Ohhh...Ohhhhhh

Nice song hor?! (:

Enough already la

2008-04-23T17:50:00.002+08:00

Enough Tiuniasing already la. Give him free publicity only.
You think posting about how much you hated him for getting dang-ed, you think people at innit interested on your post meh?
People are actually more interested in who is Tiu whatever.

Since he like to tiu people's post so much let it be la.
Who cares? Kebebasan bersuara. Wtf.
He want dang his problem la. He dang my post I ma dang back nia lor, why so hard wanna write a post dedicated to him as if he's your ex boyfriend and dissing him around. If he is, then congratulations lor wtf.

Let it be!~ Why care so much?!

Promoting EXTREMELY Lousy English In Class

2008-04-23T16:32:00.003+08:00

I don't even consider calling lousy English MANGLISH.
Because it really don't sound like Manglish at all.

I just can't stand it sometimes in class, mind you my class are filled with Chinese.
It's not that I am not Chinese, but I am just not a china ah lian/ chinapek wtf!
I just don't fancy it they use only Mandarin as a medium to teach and communicate and discussing questions and even gossips GOD!
Some people in my class don't even know how to make a proper sentence.

"I is a boy." *faints*

Ya, I do look down at them. Why? I just had enough of it.
They keep whining that their English sucks and always ask for my help to improve their English.
Yes, I did. By speaking English to them. My mandarin is lousy anyway. I mostly speak hokkien to them.
Anyways, back to the topic, they whine and whine and whine that they will never get a band 5 and never to enter Singapore's Universities no matter how much effort they put in the other 4 subjects.
I mean like, shut the fuck up la.
Whine whine in mandarin, discuss in mandarin, chat in mandarin, everything in mandarin, you TELL me la how to improve their ENGLISH? Silly people!

I know my English isn't THAT great either but at least I think I am qualified to earn a band 5 and hope for a band 6 if I nail my writing in MUET 2 weeks from now.

Oh yea, teachers here are the same too. It's like pot calling the kettle black wtf.
The other day, Miss A (A for asshole wtf why am i so mean T_T) was telling our mistakes in essays (in Bahasa) we wrote. Not English teacher la wtf. I like my English teacher wtfwtfwtf.
Anyways, Miss A uses English to teach us, plus BM plus Mandarin sometimes *smacks head*
Miss A language sucks to the max.

"You is pass up already homeworks?"

*roll eyes* *stabs her*

"Gangsterism vandalize the public phones."

I was like excuse me? -______________- Sheesh.

I shall post her funny English everyday. WTF!

Do you need to ingratiate teachers to get better grades?

2008-04-23T16:23:00.004+08:00

Ampu my teachers. Kiss my teachers' asses. It is necessary sad to say.
In fact you need to kiss people's ass from time to time just to make them happy.
If you're off being your 100% true self in front of everyone, not everyone will like you.
Just like some girls at school or some guy who maybe making stories about how great is he and get all the attention!

I just can't stand it sometimes in class, mind you my class are filled with Chinese.
You know the Chinese educated Chinese, who are mostly selfish and kiasu. Not to insult anyone, just being realistic.
I hate it when they "ampu" teachers to get better grades. They become teachers' pet students wtf.
I am just getting s sick of it seriously.
And I don't see the point why teachers are giving "bonus marks" for the "smart students @pet students". Such biasness. My God.
And I all did is just curse under my lips. WTF!

I am not in a position to say anything because of 1001 reasons.
I do not want the teacher pick on me like they pick some others.
I do not want to fail my Pengajian Am because I am 100% sure the teacher can make me fail anytime. Beeyatch.
And funny hor, when I was at form 4, I had a conflict with my English teacher. I ALWAYS get low marks on the writing parts and literature.
Wah, when come to form 5, I decided to play Miss Nice with her and I got better grades ever since =o="

So, sometimes, you just need to polish your teachers' shoe so that they won't give you hard time in class. Afterall you need to see them until the end of the year, or worse until you graduate.

When I lost him....

2008-04-22T21:10:00.003+08:00

When I know that I lost him, I had sleepless nights.

When I know he's leaving, I cried my lungs out.

When I know he moved on, I tolerate with him showing off his new "baby" to me.

When I starting to put hope on him, he told me on Valentine's day, he and his baby had a long night. Just imagine how I felt. (:

When I know he will never be back, I scolded him because he gave me a lesson on GOD and Christianity.

I know it's finally over when he told me "you're just my chatting partner."

He had made things hard for me. I said let's be friend. He said no and gave me tonnes of reasons.
I can only crave a bittersweet smile on my face.

And pray tomorrow will be a better day, WITHOUT him on my mind.

Stop lingering on my mind! *sigh*

I know I cannot forget you until now (2 years already) but I can't help hoping you'll be back one day.

It need to end now. I just don't know when.

Lots of love to offer, maybe not anymore forever,
Riina.

Virginity

2008-04-22T19:20:00.002+08:00

This is just an argument with myself. WTF!
Please note that I am not a religious person and please don't bash me with something religious in my comment box thank you!

Why you/I should remain a virgin!

Losing your virginity won't make you more sophisticated or mature.
if you know nuts about sex and let someone poke you, so what? Doesn't mean that you have a lot to offer on bed. AND you're not an expert!
We live in Malaysia. Meaning conservative people!
"Hey I am not a virgin anymore."
*glares*
Typical scenario.
Save the best for last wtf.
Let's say you've been having sex for the past 10 years and finally you got married to a non-virgin too. Wouldn't your sex life be boring?! And you'll be poking the same hole/being poked by the same stick for the rest of your life unless you wanna cheat on your spouses!
Being a virgin doesn't mean you must be sexually naive or innocent.
YES YES! MEEEEEE!
You can be a virgin and still be horny wtf. Eg, there's always sex dolls for the guys without losing your "virginity". *roll eyes*
Cannot get STD and HIV.
True what?! What if your partner got HIV but he didn't know and then in the end both end up HIV positive. Diu. Die la then. Good bye. WTF
My religion say NO.
Sorry no comments on this otherwise religious people will bash me up.

Why you/I shouldn't remain a virgin!

I probably end up having miserable sex life until I die.
Okay or maybe my husband dies or he divorce me. WTF.
Maybe maybe you end up with someone who has very low sex drive, cannot satisfy me or simply having problems erecting or worse, his size is just way too.... miserable.
You cannot expect him to take viagra for the rest for his life right?

"Honey, let's make love tonight."
*Things are steaming up and when you just wanna get started....
"Hold on!!! I need to take Viagra." *winks*

DIU! Potong stim!

For guys, maybe your wife is just so bad in bed he only opens her leg and let you poke 345678 times until you/she dies. WTF.

That's the only reason why I wanna get it done *ahem* and it actually freak me out ok?!
I die die also cannot have lame sex life for the rest of my life.
I haven't make up my mind yet about this. Maybe not this soon wtf.
Nevertheless, I feel virginity is IMPORTANT especially girls.
I advise don't let someone who is just a fling, to pop your cherry.

I am such a failure

2008-04-22T15:23:00.002+08:00

p/s : Just a short rant because I am rushing to tuition wtf.

Haih I am such a failure. I saw some teenage moms' blogs around and I feel awkward.
At my age, they already have a family, someone to love and looking after their babies.
At 40, they already have a 20 year old children to take care of them.

While for me, I am just a fucking student with zero income and not doing so well in my grades due to bias-ness of the Malaysian Education hoho. Okay not really, it's just really too hard. I am talking about STPM. Sigh. Whatever about that.
I am going to be 18, and I am fat bitch, no boyfriend, duped by a guy, mostly selfish friends and I cannot even secure myself a place in a university. Yet. I guess.
Just how I feel, I feel everyone is just doing fine except for me. (:

David Cook's Always Be My Baby mp3 Download FREE

2008-04-21T17:18:00.000+08:00

Download David's Cook Always be My Baby Full Studio version mp3 at

http://rapidshare.com/files/111447729/David_Cook_-_Always_Be_My_Baby__Studio_Version_.mp3.html

P/s: Can you guys in return click the ads on my blog? Thanks in advance! =D

11 ways to get over your ex-boyfriend

2008-04-21T17:01:00.004+08:00

One night stand with a hot sexy bachelor. A night that you'll never forget in your live. Wtf.
Diss your ex in front of everyone. Make him lose face! After all men's ego are like the no.1 sensitive issue to then! Hah!
Buy yourself a sex doll. Wtf. The handsome one. Wtf.
Like Ally McBeal.
Listen to sappy love songs. And CRY CRY CRY! He'll never be back even if you cry until you go blind wtf. It'll make you feel better. (:
Get hitched. With a 70 year old RICH dying old man and be rich overnight after he's dead.
With the money, get yourself toy boys and boyfriends, just click your fingers, 10 handsome ones come surround you wtf.
Get busy, be a career woman and then end up as a old spinster. WTF!
Get a pet! Dog or cat or whatever! Minus fishes and rabbits please.
It's like... nothing to love about fishes. -o-
Rabbits are too timid.
Eat. Eat everything you want. But please remember to slim down and get another HOT boyfriend! :D
Make your ex jealous. Or just tell every bad habits he has to the current gf. Or make up some bad stories. It's a classic. I don't know but if I am in the situation, I will feel much better when I know he's jealous!
But alas, I don't think he will be when he is 100% completely over you.
Fail no.1 to no.10 and run back to your ex. Waiting and hoping and putting some faith on him that one day he will run back to your arms.
Let me tell you, it's not worth it, and never be.
Because once a guy get over a girl, it really means OVER.

p/s: Sorry if I offend anyone. I am just being realistic. And people always mistaken being realistic is being bitchy. (:

p/p/s : I was browsing through my previous innit posts and I came across someone's blog, who happens to share the same birthday with my 1st love. Hmmm, is that really the REAL him? I wonder.

Of Japanese Men and HUNDREDS of Love Dolls, Sex Dolls

2008-04-20T19:26:00.003+08:00

I feel very disturbed la watching this. Scary okay?!
I know that Japanese men have unsatisfactory willy's size but have an enormous libido and very much often very hentai(pervert) but this man really scare me to death.
Maybe he really have a tiny one, so he wouldn't even resort to a sexy, hot Japanese girls but turn to these sex dolls. But hundreds of them?! Geez.
Mind you one cost around USD6k. What a waste. I rather spend my money on other better things or maybe a gigolo instead of sex dolls.
I mean like, male sex dolls especially just lie there and wait us(females) to stimulate it istead of them stimulate us. B-O-R-I-I-N-G!

Forever by Mariah Carey (Kristy's version sucked bad!)

2008-04-19T23:00:00.003+08:00

One of the most romantic songs ever!
I actually first heard it a few nights ago on American Idol sung by Kristy Lee Cook.
It was all in mess and I hated it!
However I just love the melody and I looked up for Mariah's version and guess what?
It took my breathe away! Mimi rocks! ;D

Download Mariah Carey's Forever mp3 here
http://www.filefactory.com/file/24c638/

David Cook's Always be My Baby is <3

2008-04-19T00:53:00.005+08:00

Actually this is the song which inspired me to write my previous post.
It rocked my heart!
Sigh, I miss being loved. (:

Finally I got the full clear version of this!
Download David's Cook Always be My Baby Full Studio version mp3 at
http://www.filefactory.com/file/d62287/
Enjoy! =D
I listen to this song 70 times a day! No kidding! =p

My First Love(Cyber Love)

2008-04-17T20:13:00.003+08:00

Here goes. To the most shameful confession I ever done.

My 1st love was rather weird. Honestly.
I guess this is the stupidest thing I am going to admit here. I mean to the world.
My goal? Just wanna warn young girls, whom I used to be.
Those girls with no self esteem at all!
So what happened to me is really unrealistic but it happened. =)

I was only 13 going on 14 when I met him online through ICQ.
He was the one who approaches me 1st. After months of exchanging messages and sms-es, we became an "item".
I practically talked to him everyday right after school without fail. It's almost like I am so obsessed with him.
On my 14th birthday, he told me he gave his first time to his then girlfriend there at his town.
Obviously I was so heartbroken, after all I was still so young and naive.
On the day I take my PMR 1st paper, he actually spilled every secrets out to me. He told me he was 15 when I met him, it turned out that he was then 22, 8 year older than me. He even lied about his own name. Until today, I don't think I know his real name. Hmmm....
And of course, after that I shut myself and studied my ass off for my form 4. That's why I did very well during my form 4. Zaman Renaissances wtf.

So, Since that, we have this weirdest relationship ever. On and off.
He never without fail, sms me everyday. Just to ask me how was my day. When honestly, if a guy keep on like that for 2 years, wouldn't you fall for him?
It just feels like he's almost real, although I never met him till this very day. I never seen his picture. I don't even know how he looks like!
He came my house before, dropped something for me. It was just so real. Everything. Except I never really seen him.
I was the one who don't want to meet him. I mean like, for a guy like him, I don't even dare to show myself to him. I am fat, overweight and ugly. I am not like the bitches out there who weigh 45 kg and still say "I am fat, I am so not eating."
I really mean it that I am overweight, chubby. I might look cute in pictures, but not in real life.
So, this guy eh, he saw my pictures before, he said he wouldn't mind. But in fact, deep down inside, if I were to meet him, this whole "romance" will be over. I am just 16 at that time.

Finally I had the chance to meet him at a concert after my SPM. Too bad, I didn't meet him.
I guess that was the last straw on his back and he started to avoid me.
Until today he don't reply my sms-es anymore, but only e-mails.
When first he started to avoid me, hell yea it was painful. He was my best friend and I had feelings for him. And it is still the same how I feel about him because he cared for me. Maybe not anymore for now. Our e-mails nowadays are just hurtful words.
Like, "I have my baby already."
Funny, I'll tear. A lot. It is still going on. And I don't know when I can stop talking to him, or maybe erase him off my life.

Now I am going to be 18, and I still cannot get over this guy. Okay maybe a lil. Not like last time. I was so crazy for him!
Cyberspace relationship is dangerous. Maybe this guy, my 1st love is just someone around me, maybe girls who don't like me set me up. Who knows right?
So girls, and guys, don't be a desperado like I used to.
Never resort to online dating because you don't even know what's real and what's not.

Incest. rolls eyes

2008-04-17T14:05:00.001+08:00

I was browsing the Net for the juiciest gossip last night and God, I saw this headline.

Father, daughter have child together

I was like, "Fuck, you sick bitch/bastard!"
Now I believe even more doomsday is approaching even more... rapidly.

John Deaves, 61, and his daughter Jenny Deaves, 31, found each other after 30 years apart in Australia. They fell in love and shared 7 years of sexual relations. Their first baby died froma congenital disease soon after birth.
Their second child, a daughter survived and was named Celeste. The incestuous couple was not sentenced to prison but placed on good behavior bond for 3 years. They should not have sex again. The two claimed they have stopped for the fear of imprisonment.

So, is baby Celeste Deaves the daughter or grand-daughter of John Deaves?

Source : here

I think it is just oh bloody hell gross. Ewww! Imagine fucking your own father. *silence*
Okay, it is just sick! Love? Hellooooo! Even love have boundaries. Jesus. They are so going to hell.
They are just brainless without thinking what will happen to the 9 month old daughter.
Walking into the school and people calling her bastard. =/

"Hey bitch. Didn't know that your mum is a fatherfucker!"
*laughs hysterically*

Wait I think they don't even have to wait that long for these things to take place.
Apparently Jenny has 9 and 14 year old daughters from her previous marriage. Hmm....
I pity those girls. Jenny is one selfless bitch. How does she expects her growing children to face all these humiliation?!
According to John, the sick old wrinkly cock,

"Emotions take over, as people no doubt realise, there are times during your life where emotions do rule the heart, it rules the head," he said.

"I knew it was illegal, of course I knew it was illegal but you know, so what."

EWWWWWWWWWWW! SO WHAT?! Ya allah.

There's more!

Mrs Deaves said the physical relationship with her father was like "a sexual relationship with any other man".

For Mr Deaves the sexual relationship was "absolutely fantastic".

Good luck kiddo. Don't fuck your grandfather/father and produce another great-grandchildren for him. 101% purely, sickening.

Sufiah Yusof a.k.a Shilpa Lee Explicit Photos (The £130 per hour Escort)

2008-04-15T22:19:00.001+08:00

Warning : Not safe at work.

Probably everyone have seen these pictures but *sigh*

Scroll down to to end of the entry for 2 rather explicit pictures!

So so everyone knows about the Math genius who went into Oxford at 13 being a hooker right?
Neh, the one who charges 130 pounds per hour.
I just saw her pictures and I was like... "I WANT THAT TOO!"
Seriously, she has the biggest boobs(natural) that I have ever seen and omg I'll die for it. Wtf.
Okay maybe not to that extend but.... she's like a cup larger than me! I want!
The moment I saw her *ahem* pictures, I was like, I thought she's Islam. Muslims don't go flashing their boobs on the Internet.

Honestly, too bad she's an Islam. Oh great, now the very religious people is going to diss her and stuffs like that.
I mean like come on. Are you telling me that 5000 years ago, Muslims are not prostitutes?
I pity her. Shame on her. She could put her brain for a better use. Blame it all to the sick bastard father.

"I grew up too quickly."

True. Otherwise, why resort to prostitution at the age 23? Tsk tsk. Good luck Sufiah. With all the conservative shits you will face soon.

P/s : After all she's a genius you know? Making this hoo-haa as her free publicity. Darn I <3 her brain! I <3 her accent too!

P/p/s : I still can't fucking believe she's a math genius!

I'm Back

2008-04-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. I am back.
Meaner. (:

I'm Back

2007-08-30T13:24:00.000+08:00

I moved to Livejournal. (:

http://riina-chan.livejournal.com/

Fuck You

2007-08-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

Maileh. Si pek pu huay like so wtf.
If you are going to judge me because of a question I asked, then you should burn in hell completely like seriously. With your friendster page next to this tab, I feel like scribble your face all over.
You suck, you bitch. No wonder the library is up and down nowadays. Wait. Everyday. You didn't even gave us a proper training. And now that you resigned, you still suck, I fucking hate you.
After all these things I have been doing, you decided not to give me that fucking post. Ok. Fine. I do not care now.
I questioned about your leadership. Obviously it failed terribly that I feel soooooo sorry for you.
You dyed your hair brown like it's so obvious, I do not know why the prefects or the teachers do anything. Whatever. Even the blind can see that hair of your is BROWN. Fuck off bitch. I hope you fail your STPM.
I just wish you burn in hell and your BF cheat on your FRONT on the 1st day of STPM. ^____________^
MISS YONG QW. You should just burn in hell. And I do not give a damn on you anymore. XD

And JM, I do not know what happened. But please stay strong.

I got fucking pawned!

2007-08-07T13:50:00.000+08:00

Title says it all. I got pawned by my Chemistry test today. And for the 1st time ever, I scored a pathetic 44%. Which is exactly same like my Add Math score 2 years ago. Urgh.
It's not like I do not know to answer or what so ever, I GOT FUCKING CARELESS MISTAKES WHERE I LOST APPROX. 26 MARKS! WTF WTF WTF.
Well, but then again, what's done has been done. I am still in school ranting about this. Otherwise I think I will explode already. (:
And yes I feel ashamed actually. Why people can score much much better marks than me. It is my fault too actually. I did not study well, but I know I knew how to do the paper! >_<

And oh yea, the fucking guy in the library. I hate him. I ahte him for saying me weird. He fucking judged me on Friday when I worked with him under 45 minutes. Wtf. Go fuck yourself. You're the one who is weird!

Happy Bday YP!

2007-07-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to our beloved Yueh Phing!! ::~
I've known you since we're in diapers. (according to my mum) ::~
We grew up together ::~
We ate together for years in the canteen ::~
We played together ::~
We studied together ::~
We had some really crazy times together ::~
Oh, the headless Yueh Phing! *gasps* You know what I mean ;) ::~

May GOD always bless you and keeps you away from any harm!
Can't wait to hang out with you again. xD

Homecoming Day

2007-07-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I do not know what the hell is Homecoming Day. Lol. Anyways, we had it in school today.
And I do not know how to sing the school song yet, after 2 months here. ( : Hee hee hee.

Annoyance alert : I'll be using Hee hee hee a lot. Hee x3. xD

So I went to my school with my dad today. Having to carry 10 ghey kg of oil up to the school, it's -_______-. 5 kg in bag, 5 kg on hand. =.="
Dropped the oil at the Leo Club's stall, then went and search for Jeslyn, Teng Sin and the gang wtf.
Talked for awhile then saw ghey guy, Su. Please la you all when see him don't keep, "Lina, your godbro, go talk to him la!!" loudly. It's embrassing. T_T

After that we headed to the field to watch the marching competition. It was so bladdy hot I was melting. Rangers didn't win but hey JM I am proud of you! xD
Scouts came in second place and the 1st was the Red crescent.
We cabut-ed after the results was announced. Went to the canteen and bought foods. it was plain boring. Seriously. we walked and walked until it starting to rain. Then we were stucked in the canteen. JM came and we talked talked.

The "crowd"

And again.

Jes and JM persuaded me to go to the Ghost House. I was really reluctant to go, but I was saved. The queue was too long! Woott! xD
Then we went to the bilik pameran(display room), God that was plain boring also. JM keep taking pictures. Eh I don't like my pictures to be taken hor. T___T

We went in the soldier display stuffs. Guess what we found?!

Underwear!! ROFL!

More random soldier stuffs.

Random shot of Jes. ROFL. xD

Hahahahaha! You have to wear green underwear if you are a soldier. Wtf. Hee x3

Then walked down, just hang around to see the "Fear Factor" stall. Nothing gross. CBW's was much more awesome. And there, finally, after 10 times passing each other without saying anything or eye contact, wtf, Su approached me by pulling my bag. =.="
The most ridiculous thing I heard today (besides Jeslyn and her hee x3) is this

Eh you still owe me Starbucks.
What? You la owe me. Kia(Let's go) chia(treat) me.
Ok you pay lor, then counted I chia you.
.... Wtf. Ridiculous!

Su and I.

Ghey. Funny he doesn't wanna admit he is indeed ghey. After that, the gang went home. T_T
Then I started my duty at the Leo Club stall. Everything was sold out within an hour. When I was there la. o__O
Called dad up and fetched me home at 2. Talked to Su at the back door gate again before went back wtf.
So that's about the "KK Day". Very boring. Even my sis slept in the car.

This car reminds me of someone who is dead. The exact same colour and model..

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Went to library from 10-5.30 just now. Damn tiring. Tomorrow still got school. T_T

Finally a non emo post. Swt

2007-07-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

There is this something just very amusing happened at tuition just now. I really can't help it. I must blog. Walked to tuition with Shen Ji from school just now, it was raining. Thank God I brought my umbrella. So, get a place to sit and etc etc. Then, my classmates (guys) sat in front of me. They are really noisy. -.-"
And did so many silly things that made me am chio, wtf. The most amusing stuff was.....

*Guy A stand up and bend to the front to get something from the front table*

*Guy B who was sitting beside held up his pen*

*Guy A still was in that position @ his ass sticking out to my face wtf, because he sat in front of me wtf*

* Guy B suddenly poke Guy A ass, wait... asshole, I really mean it. I think it might even kena his balls okie? With that pen wtf, hardly, wtf*

I wanted to laugh out loud, but I did not. I just am chio over there. I really wanted to laugh out loud. Damn guys. I hope they dun sit together in a gang in front of me. Damn distracting ok? That's all about school life. Sigh.
I already feel the bahang neraka. Everyone is like so smart. Everyone is so hardworking. Everyone finishes their homeworks. Wtf.
I am getting used of staying back in school almost everyday. I can't wait to drive. I can't wait to sing Karaoke(damn u Ee Na make me ki gian)

This Saturday, KK day. Zzzz. More updates later~

Why

2007-07-25T19:27:00.000+08:00

Dear C,

I wrote you a letter 3 days ago, I can't send you the letter. Something is holding me back. You hurt me more than anyone could hurt me. Including my parents. It hurts so much that I barely have proper sleep because I am so sad because of you.

I somehow wished that I never knew the ugly truth. It is too ugly I can't accept it. I hope I have the courage to tell you everything in MSN, but I just couldn't. 7 years of friendship is not short. It's almost half of my life. Almost half of life has been revolving around you, every year without fail.
Whenever I think about this, the number 7, it just pierced right through my heart.

I don't wish to leave things hanging like that. I guess I am too sad because I am always so dependent on you. I will find courage to send you the letter.

Broken-hearted me,
Lina

Apologies

2007-07-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

I am just so dead tired and I won't be updating this blog as often like last time anymore.
I barely have time for myself nowadays.
I have been worrying about things... Alot of things. And I am having my 1st test ever this year on the 6th August.
So... GOMEN NASAI MINA SAN!. >_<

Last Week

2007-07-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

What I did last week ::~

*~ My "foster" sister came from Thailand. Yes I took a Thai student for the student exchange thing. Monday, I actually stayed back until 5 something to fetch her back.
Thank God during that period, I made a new friend, Theva! xD
Teng Sin you're not included because you're my friend eversince like the 1st week of school when I am in HSBM. <3

*~ Tuesday, Wednesday, my routine are the same. Go school, rush go tuition and after tuition, drive back to BM to fetch my "foster" sister from school. We can't communicate much because her English is like, very very limited.

*~ I was in the verge of breaking down because I did not have enough rest at all. Lack of sleep. Have to rush for homework.
I was quite happy when my "foster" sister went back on Friday.

I will post up pics of the Thai students later. Omg. I had a crush on a 14 year old guy. For 2 hours. Lol.
I made a few new friends from Thailand (obviously their English are better than my "foster" sister's.)

2007-07-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

"People make new friends and keep the old ones."

I find it hard to believe it today. When I look back at my MSN list, it supprised me that I do not talk to my classmates anymore. And remember the bitch snatching friend thing? It is mentioned my previous post months ago. So anyways, she still keep in close contact with my friend(A).
I am close to A during the school days. And the bitch told Jes and I that she don't like A. And somehow when I become very close to A, bitch snatch away A. Wtf. Bitch likes to snatch ppl's friend. Let's pray that someone snatch her husband and see how she react.

Well, fuck you bitch for snatching ppl's friend. You even made someone miserable in your college you fucking bitch, Snatch her best friend away. And fuck you too A, for not being loyal and not sincere in our friendship. You sucks. Burn in hell.

P/s: Sorry for not updating my blog for so long. Things will be explained in the next post.

Lots of lurve,
riina

I wan cussssssss

2007-07-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

Warning : I warned you not to read unless you know me well, and what is going on around me these few days. And yes, for you decent people, do not read, it will corrupt your mind. I've warned you. Highlight to read. Duh.

I hope you burn in hell, rot in hell, and never go to heaven! You suck! You come back you din tell me. Bastard. Yes of course I am pissed. Although it's not 100% your fault, but I still wanna cuss you bastard. I know you do not read my blog that why I dare to cuss you. I hope your wife poke you in your asshole as she is the shemale. Bitch. Even you read my blog, you know what? I don't give a damn. You fucker.
Maybe because I think I am too close with you while you think I am not that close to you. That's why you didn't even bother to tell me stuffs.
Okay fine! I care less now! I don't even have your number in my cellphone anymore. Not even in my sim card. I was searching your number yesterday, asking from various people, thank God they didn't reply me. I don't even want to talk to you anymore. I will cut you off my life! Oh wait, I think I already did.
I don't expect to find out everything through your friendster again you fucker. I fucking hate friendster. Fine you want to keep it as a secret that you were back, I don't care anymore. It doesn't matter anymore when I end this post. You hurt me enough and funny I survived for the 4th time. No more 5th. I don't even bother to fucking call you kor anymore. Like I care.
You said you were tired these days that's why you don't talk to me. So what tired? One fucking sms also cannot reply? It's only 7 cents. Bastard. It's clear that I am even in the lower class than people you classified as friends.

Conclusion? I shall care less about everything about my class and you bastard from now on.

-end of rant-

Communication breakdown

2007-07-08T02:52:00.000+08:00

::~ I have serious communication problems with my classmates.

::~ Since I am the kind who likes to talk non-stop, I find it hard to believe that actually I am quite in class.

::~ And please use less Mandarin and more English please.

::~ Improve your bloody English or your efforts in Math T, Physics, Chemistry and PA is useless. And when you don't get the public uni or the course you want because your English sucks to the max, don't fucking cry that time and go rot in hell.

::~ Yea, people tell me "Oh good what, can learn Mandarin." Yes I can learn Mandarin but not when you all speak like bullet train. I nearly broke down in class last week because of this. Damn it.

::~ Just because I curse, it's not like I am a bad girl. Duh. I won't hide and will cuss whenever I feel I need to before I actually have another breakdown.

::~ Don't fucking "am chio" me when I ask you speak Mandarin slower. Damn you. You made my life miserable in the 1st week. Not going to mention names. You know who you are and what you did to me.

::~ I didn't even fucking "am chio" you because your English sucks more than a kindergarten kiddo. You suck. You should burn in hell if you do not intend to improve your English.

::~ Yea, give and take attitude. Conclusion? I should care less about this next week.
It's making my life miserable.

I effing hate haze

2007-07-06T14:41:00.000+08:00

The haze is making everyone sick.
The haze made me having sore throat right now.
The haze made my dad coughing non stop.
The haze made my mum headache.

Conclusion? Fuck you haze. x)
Damn it's dumb. Bloody hotspots. Bloody Indonesia. Bloody global warming.
I doubt it if my grandchildren is going to survive. I even think the world is coming to an end after I'm dead.

But obviously the worse haze ever in Malaysia was during 1997. I still remember I have to put on mask every time I go to school and go to tuition. It sucks.
I hope the haze doesn't worsen. And I hate sore throat. Want drink anything also cannot. Pain like hell. =.="

I'm happy because I have my pms. Wtf.

2007-07-02T18:07:00.000+08:00

So there people, if I shove you off these few days, say hello to my pms.
And I am still having it. My mood swings as it likes.
I must rant. Rant. Rant.
Thanks to Friendster, I found out something. Teasing one and another about it and blehs, I can't elaborate more. It felt like back in junior high, where stuffs like that happen. Eg,

" Oh you like him?"
" No lar~ Where got?~ Hehehe~"
" Ya right~ I saw what you guys did~"
" Ya ya, ________ and _________~ Names also suit each other~"

There something like this makes me jealous. Ok. Fine I admitted it.
It's childish and I hate it between them. It's not like I can do anything about it, but I am here just to rant. I do not get it why on earth I'm always stuck with the wrong guy. TWICE in TWO years. Oh sheesh.
And the worse part is like, urgh. Unexplainable. Nana and JM din reply my MSN msg now so I had to rant over here. Not in detail, but hey at least I voice it out.
Urgh. I feel like crap now. So proses "fan min" starts now. ^________________^
Trust me, I am good at "fan min" but I think not as good as JM. xD
But I think it's easier to fan min at that guy now. <3

School was okay these days... Just that, obviously I got pissed off, worried about unnecessary things and in the end piled up my homeworks. That sucks. I am not a good student.
I just think I need a good cry-until-you-can-go-blind Korea/Japan drama and cry my heart out. Then I'll be better. I don't wanna watch Stairway to Heaven again. At least not for now.

Not so good day after all

2007-06-30T09:44:00.000+08:00

I really don't like that someone I really care for almost my whole life starts treating me differently.
Here I am, early in the morning, emo-ing.
I barely have enough sleep. I must say 2007 is a tough year for me. In fact the toughest stage in my life. I survived from heartbreaks, depression and even survived from attempted suicide.
This is the dark side of me, I've disappoint my family a few months back, suffered a serious heartbreak, suffered from loneliness because friends were going their own ways.. Depressed when every scholarship application was rejected.
And now, having a hard time to cope up in Form 6 and yet another heartbreak.
I blog out of frustration. I tend to keep all these things to myself. I can't stand it anymore today.

I can't take it for one moment you're so close with me and the next minute you just cool off like you don't even know me. If I know this earlier, I will not like you and I will not even make an effort to be by your side everytime you need me. Wait... You don'tv een need me. You never poured out your thoughts about everything to me, like I did. I just wished I could understand you better. But now, I am not sure for myself... You screwed up my month.

Pek-chek ness in the air wtf

2007-06-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

Pekchek-ness in the air~ Bweee~
I felt like I was back to 5 Suci this morning. Everyone was sooooooo kiasu? I'm not sure whether it is a proper word or what, but heck who cares, wtf. My classmates. Well not all of them actually...
It's like I wanted to shout, "KEEP YOUR KIASUNESS TO YOURSELF DAMN IT!"
But of course I didn't do it, because I dunno all of them well. So I kept it to myself. Stress level increased fast on the spot.
Then I failed miserably in my math test today. I only did 2 questions out of 4. Meaning the maximum marks I can get is only 25%. wtf.
Anyways, my mood was already spoiled early in the morning when I bumped into someone. It's like so.. *urgh*
I mean like it's not working! Okay fine, I am the one who turns to him only when I got problem.
Then I decided to be all nice to actually repay his good deeds, or else I feel super guilty wtf.
But, it totally sucks. I can't communicate well with him. That makes me kinda like frustrated sometimes.

So anyways, I guess I don't have to worry about it anymore, because of something. Something if I say it outloud, the whole world will know. Wtf.
Well of course I have some good parts of the day today.
PBB has a hardcore cosplayer! xD
GS! xD *excited*
I am such a chatterbox. I talked whole day and had some good laughs.
Chatted with Joy and GS most today I supposed.
I think I already find my place in HSBM, in PBB especially after a month here.

Stayed back until 1 because my driver *ahem* oklah, senior had extra class.
Bump into him again again after sch. wtf. Actually I don't feel anything at that moment, when I think back again when I am home, there IS really a problem. So, it's kinda stressful.
Jes was frustrated because she waited for so effing long for the car. Dude, I am sooooo going to drive next year, so we wouldn't have any effing transportation problems. Urgh.
JM was tulan, because apparently all her guides skipped kawat practice. Let them all rot in hell ok? x)

And I guess I am skipping school tomorrow. Gotong-royong until recess which is 10.45 and the Open Day for parents to take their kid's report cards starts on 11. So what's the point of going to school? I wanna stay up late today, watch My Boss My Hero, and do my Chemistry tutorial. That's all about it today I supposed. I don't exactly like my life right now but I don't really hate it either. I am stuck in between.

Tagged?

2007-06-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

Yes I got tagged by Chyi for the 1st time. Lol. Here it goes.

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

*"Freya strode up Broadway"... Just Friends

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

*then? =.="

What is the last thing you watched on TV?

*Hmmm..... America's Next Top Model xD

Without looking, guess what time it is:

*6.50pm

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

*6.49pm =.="

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

*Tv from the living room, Life- Yui playing in Winamp.

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

*Just now, went to school duh

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

*Was ranting to JM and still ranting

What are you wearing?

*t-shirt and shorts~the usual

Did you dream last night?

*Yes, I can't remember already though

When did you last laugh?

*While watching My Boss, My hero just now before I nap

What are on the walls you are in?

Seen anything weird lately?

*Yes.

What do you think of this quiz?

*nothing really~if I weren’t bored, this probably would have never been answered.

What is the last film you saw?

*Fantastic 4. The 1st movie. =.="

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

*Open my own airline. <3

Tell me something about you that I don't know.

*I keep most things to myself.

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

*Their fucking mentality.

Do you like to dance?

*at times

George Bush:

*sucks

Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

*Marriane

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

*holmes? LOL! Seriously! xD

Would you ever consider living abroad?

*Yes!!!!!

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

*This is the end of your misery

I tag:

*Jeslyn
*EeNa
*JM
*Aik Bu
*Kah Hooi

This is what you talk about when you go a little bit cuckoo

2007-06-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

holmes says:
linaaaa

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: says:
holmessssss

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: says:
i hate my husband

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: says:
i wan divorce!

holmes says:
hahahaha

holmes says:
y ?

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: says:
i dun understand him

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: says:
lol!

holmes says:
lolzzz

holmes says:
u dun love in enough =x

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: says:
maybe.... because he jeles i got 3 more bf outside

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: says:
lol

holmes says:
hahahaha

holmes says:
yaallaaa

holmes says:
how could u ..

holmes says:
u din spend time with him...how to understand him worr

holmes says:
not like me.. i understand my wife sooo much

holmes says:
jajajajaja

holmes says:
yet..i let her down =.=

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: says:
lol!~ u understand ur wife ah

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: says:
so good

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: says:
aih... dunno how to balance my life with my husband and bf sekalians

holmes says:
lolzzz

holmes says:
hahahaha

holmes says:
husband > bf

holmes says:
rmember this can d

*My husband and his wife = Mathematics T
3 more bfs = Physics, Chemistry and Pengajian Am
Wuahahahahaha!!! xD

Random events

2007-06-24T12:16:00.000+08:00

:: Went to school on Tuesday and found out we have this frigging test on Monday -.-

:: Had conjunctivitis for almost the whole week, thus put me in a super gloomy mood.

:: Su Lian Han a.k.a gay guy a.k.a my beloved (ghey) kor turned 19 on Wednesday.

:: He's leaving on 2nd July.

:: Had a nervous breakdown on Thursday.

:: Felt better at school as I have made a few worthwhile friends. I love PBB and Joe Min. =D

:: Pui Yeng surprisingly onlined on Friday. She finally got her laptop! Halleluyah! I'm saving my pocket money to fly to Singapore end of this year. And of course go CF. <3
I can't wait I can't wait! xD

:: Fell in love with Ne-Yo within a week. <3

:: Having ANOTHER test on Friday which brings 50% to our monthly test in August. o___O

Ahhhh... Emo-ness in the air wtf

2007-06-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

*~ I wanna hug Ee Na right now.

*~ I wanna scream all out loud with Joe Min right now.

*~ I wanna talk to Jeslyn all night.

*~ This is a tough year for me. No scholarships, close friends went parted ways, whole loads of drama, tension rises, divorce nearly happened, rejections, having a hard time school, having a hard time to be compared with smarter people and the list goes on.

*~ Out of 175 days so far, I think I only felt well for 60 days. Honestly. I am an emo-freak.

*~ It's not a sweet 16 after all. So far, I've never experienced any miracles in my life. Except for the fact that I was born healthy. Thank God. Praise the Lord.

*~ I have test on Monday and I haven't studied.

*~ I am in the brink of depression. Trust me. I might already sank if there was no people who talked to me all these while. Thanks to my friends. I really appreciate it.

*~ But sometimes, I can't take it anymore. I feel there is no point dragging on this painful life.

*~ I prayed to God, God doesn't want to help me, because I suck. He wants me to burn in hell.

*~ I have no goals anymore. I have nothing to look forward in life. I wish things are less complicated. I wish I can stop lying to the whole world. I am not okay. Seriously I am not.

2007-06-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

Mingle² - Free Online Dating

I almost burned in hell

2007-06-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

Well simply because I was sad + angry + disappointed 12 hours ago, and barely slept.
Went to school, headed straight to the canteen as promised to meet JM.
Used another route to the canteen because saw someone that I'm avoiding.
Passed stuffs to JM (she told me she passed to his classmate instead wtf).
Went to class all moody whole day. Talked 3 periods non stop during Physics, simply because it's boring.
Went to canteen during recess with Jes. Wtf. Heard half of the canteen sang Happy Birthday and was pissed off then. Can't barely get anything into my head for math and chem.
Was writing diary instead. Behind my physics notebook.
Present received safely.
Got a thank you msg at msn.
Why cannot say thank you at school meh?
It is embarrassing?
And there, I am still here blogging about it. It pissed me off really.
This is what happened when some asshole turned out to be different from the virtual world.
Burn in hell ok? I dunno you at school and you dunno me at school off better. Sheesh.
I 'll be the happiest person on earth when you leave.

2007-06-19T13:36:00.000+08:00

Today I woke up, I looked like a rabbit. =.="
Bloodshot red for both eyes!
Both my eyes already infected! Halleluyah. Still went to school though.
Don't really feel good today. Moody. God knows why.
It's hard to avoid someone.
I hate my MUET teacher! ARGH! Taking a few days of from blogging until my BLOODY eyes is cured. Love ya people.

Manners?

2007-06-18T18:08:00.000+08:00

(2:14 PM) xxxxxxxx...:	u need to learn not 2 apply too many vulgar words in ur life

Name has been changed to protect his/her identity. =.="

:: riiиa-chaи ♥ :: [sleep?] *unicef my eye!!! WHY TODAY!! Bastard eye. || http://kyonmin.blogspot.com

My nickname was like above just now. My PM was..... (6/18/2007 - 1:12:41 PM) Current User - Personal Message: My fucking right eye got bloody infected. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

It's only virtual world! That is how I express myself better! And feel better! What's the point of feeling fed up and keep all the vulgar words?
Keep too much, use it all at once worse ok?
I know where I stand. I don't go down to the street and say FUCK YOU to strangers. I hardly use vulgar words in the real word. Zzzzzzz.
I know where I stand and where is my line. I do not cross the line and ruin my life with vulgar words in public. Zzzzz.
Try having this eye I have now, I see you swear anot?!

Eye infected

2007-06-18T11:11:00.000+08:00

Fucking funtastic! My got my frigging right eye infected! So red!
All thanks to my sister. She got in from school, and now spread it to me and my dad.
THANK YOU! I hope it won't infect another eye, I really do not want to skip school tomorrow.
I have 3 frigging periods of Chemistry! Cannot skip cannot skip!

Redness, irritation and watering of the eyes are symptoms common to all forms of conjunctivitis. Itch is variable.

Thank you ELISHA LYNN TANG SUE MING!
I had this conjunctivitis once during form 1. During finals summore.
I remembered I was isolated to take the exam alone in an empty classroom all by myself. Wtf.
Aish! My eye fucking pain! Stupid bacteria! T_T

How sex holds onto relationships

2007-06-18T02:48:00.000+08:00

Scenario 1 :

Anna and Bill have been dating over the past 3 years. Bill is getting tired of only holding hands and kissing. He wanted something more. Bill persuade Anna but for Anna is a BIG NO NO.
Anna was happy with Bill. She is the typical Asian who doesn't want to have sex before marriage.
Then Anna and Bill have this huge fight. It's almost impossible to patch up again.
Anna loved Bill too much. She cannot lose him at any cost. What did she do?
Anna was reluctant to have sex with Bill, but she did it for the sake for the relationship.

Now what? Anna feel uncomfortable with Bill but still loves him. On the other hand, Bill loves Anna more and look forward for each time to have sex with Anna without knowing Anna was reluctant but she gave in.
Conclusion, Anna is unhappy with the relationship now, Bill was on top of the world.

Scenario 2 :

Guy and girl have been going out for a year. They were in love deeply, madly for each other for the 1st few months. They even had sex after the 4th date.
But as time flies, guy actually starting to hate girl's attitude and often fight. Girl still love guy deep in her heart but guy hated her like hell and even called her BITCH in front of his friends.
Why were he still hang onto the hopeless relationship?
Guy just simply answered, "I still need her. For sex."
I was stunned.

Now people, what do you think about this? Not every guy are like that but, I wrote this from my own experience. I am still a virgin mind you. I heard these stories from the real people themselves. Shame on them. No offense but ladies, you should know when to say ENOUGH or NO. Would you like to be fooled like that. It's unworthy.
In my own opinion, sex is something you should do with only your spouse, and only that way, there is something to look forward in a marriage. I am conservative I know.
I am raised in a typical conservative Chinese family, but honestly, I am fine with that.
Actually only my dad who is conservative. Lol. My mum is very open minded. She told me last year that she wouldn't mind if I had sex before marriage. Lmao.

When will I see you again?
What do I do without you? I'll be lonely.
I pray that things will be the same when we meet each other again.
The way you smile. That is all I ask for.
I will miss you for sure.

2007-06-17T18:06:00.001+08:00

My MSN contact list so pathetic.
Some in the friend list, I don't talk to them one. The people under Burn in hell.. Well... Should actually burn in hell. <3
Ee Na I love you. I love the word "burn in hell". xD
Ee Na taught me the bun in hell phrase. Nah, give her all the credits lor. Happy?

Nya?

2007-06-16T20:21:00.001+08:00

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Pics update + thoughts

2007-06-16T19:30:00.001+08:00

Minna-san at Swensen's.

Oka-san, orewa and Firesky.

The so called Chicken Chop. I forgot what's the real name of this dish. Rofl.

Pui Yeng's Fish N' Chips.

Half headed ghey girl and I.

Smoking ice cream! Thank you Mr. Chan!~ Pui Yeng's dad. xD

My new wallet. Riina <3 Ichigo. xD
Half hollow Ichigo.

Kawaii deshou?

At karaoke at Autocity. Don't go there. No Jap or Korean songs one!

The group. Minus me and Firesky.

Firesky's oversized fork and spoon.
Salad~

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Feeling a little funny nowadays.
Had a lot going through my mind. Like hunting for good tuition for math and Chemistry. >_<
So tiring nowadays. Form 6 life is tough.
Today went to school, only 10 came. Lol~ Not even half of the class!
Had to eat some mints in order to wake up. o__O
So sien! It's a Saturday morning!
Met up with Jill finally! Signed up for Librarian. God knows why I did that.
Math teacher called an Indian guy in my class, "Tua Pek Kong".
ROFL!!!!! *faints*
That teacher damn syiok. Oh yea, my class teacher changed too. To our boring Physics teacher. =.="
It's like I go tuition to study and do exercise at school. So vice versa right.
People go to school to study and do extra exercises at tuition. -_-
Skipping school on Monday~ The whole gang in the car not going to school. Rofl.

Before bed time

2007-06-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

Bwee!~ I saw Joe Min adee today! Sorry hor, I wasn't in my class, I was in the next class talk talk talk! =X
Su still smiling ghey-ly at me everytime he sees me. He's leaving in 2 weeks though. =(
Summore want smack me just now. =(
Made some friends in class, although not used to it yet. T_T
Made some friends in PBC as well. <3
Teachers so far are okay, except the Physics Sir. I dunno why I so bad luck.
God wants to punish me. T___T
Going to hunt for Jill in PBC tomorrow. <3

Ahhhhh!!! So happy!! I actually have math homework to copy, because I didn't buy the book yet, die lar. But I am here blogging. Why? Because I beh tahan.
In 3 days, I saw this SS (it's just a nickname hor) so many times a day. Ma de. Very cilakak one lor. 1st 2 days keep stare stare at me. Sipek tulan eh. Felt like want to point middle finger at her and ask "Kua hamik kua?" (see what see) loudy.
Then today leh, summore bloody cilakak, see her 3/4 of the time in school. WTF!
I hate SS and S. They suck. It runs in the family. Bleks.
S leh, likes to show off. Maileh, you think your parents print money ah?
I think so btw. wtf. true what. change car like change shirt. summore not your everyday ordinary car. From what I read form his blog la. But I think he's lying. He's the greatest liar without any guilt!
Fucker. Banyak cilakak.
Bro cilakak, sis sampat. <3
If you read this, come flame me lor. ^____________^

There's my life in HSBM. At least nowadays I reach home at 1 sumthing. Not 3+ p.m!
I know la I cannot avoid SS forever but at least I don't want to talk to her hor.

P/s: Joe Min I know I short hor! No need laugh at me! =(
I started using "hor" a few days ago, because YP keep "hor" at me, PY also. Singaporeans like to "hor". So I use "hor" also lor. Nice hor? <3

At the end of the day

2007-06-15T20:03:00.000+08:00

Phew. Form 6 life is ain't easy. I still haven't get used to my hectic timetable.
I keep getting pressure headaches as well, because I'm "overthinking" everything.
Oh geez, I have school tomorrow! And most of my classmates is not coming. And we are having 3 periods of Physics if I am not mistaken. That teacher sucks. I don't even know what is his name!
And I haven't been revising these days. >_<
I am getting lazier and lazier leh. I miss Pui Yeng. =(
I wanna go Singapore!

Busy Busy Busy T_T

2007-06-13T18:35:00.000+08:00

My life have been so busy these days. I barely have time for myself.
I finally went to HSBM today.
And... sadly, some of my friends who applied to high school didn't get it. Instead they got SXI.
So, I'm all alone in the class.
I think I should open a new blog. Because I can't rant as freely as I want here.
zzzzzz

Went out 3 days straight. @____@

2007-06-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

Saturday
Went out to Pacific with Lim Li. Came home around 7.

Sunday
Went out to Autocity with Pui Yeng, Pui Shan, Jeslyn, Clarissa and Hui Sian.
Sang karaoke. Ate at Swensen. And then went to Chai Leng Park eat Lok Lok again. Lol.
Eat, eat, eat. Came back at 10 sumthing pm. Was so tired and got school the next day.

Monday
Went to Pui Yeng's house after school. Xiang Ting fetched me. Turned out that Pui Yeng was at her grandpa's house. Walk ALL the way to the house. Around 1.5 - 2 km. Under the hot sun.
Was melting. After that went out with Pui Yeng and Yueh Phing to Pacific again. To shop for some stuffs. Running shoes.
Just came back. 7 something. I got Pengajian Am homeworks to do some more ok?
Give me a break. I will post up pictures in the next post and the "LOVE PART 2"
Sorry ya~ Muaks. I am busy when my friends come back to Penang. :P

Love (part 1)

2007-06-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

7 years ago, I wrote this.

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Love,
Is that special, warm and secure feeling,
that envelopes my family and me

Love,
makes me want ti sing aloud,
It makes me want to shout!

Love,
makes me want to share,
It makes me care,

Love,
lets me feel peace,
with no questions asked

Love,
makes me realise,
that we need to compromise

Love,
will never cease,
always increased!

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7 years later....

I became a coward. Really.
After breaking my heart several times,
I find it hard to believe what is written in the bible.

Corinthians 13:4-7
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

It has been really hard on me.
I barely breathe.

7 deadly sins

2007-06-09T02:11:00.000+08:00

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	Medium

Discover Your Sins - Click Here

So medium in everything. I am always average. Never the best. Sometimes the worst. Damn it.

WTF

2007-06-08T17:11:00.000+08:00

This has been bothering me since this morning. Why you asked me?
Actually it has been bothering me for the past 2/3 years but something made me bother about it again.

"Me no more virgin" *slaps forehead for lousy English*
*feel sorry for him. Because he still speaks like that although he got band 5 in MUET*
*holy cow? yea I know.*

Love is just a feeling. Love is complicated and never easy. And I believe sex keeps a relationship. Including marriage.
But love was never easy for me.
And so I had this funny feeling and can't help it.
Is virginity really important?

*more to come, no inspiration la write this in the early evening, make me so sleepy. Hahha*

Boredom... Ahhhh~

2007-06-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

When you got bored in a tuition class, drinking water doesn't keep you up anymore....
You take pictures! Hahahaha~ Refer up there. =p
Was in physics class again today. I really happy with the class right now.
At least it's so so much better than my previous one. xD
Pui Yeng lost her luggage in Singapore and she have to postpone her departure from Singapore. She is making a report now. I hope I can see her tomorrow! More pics to come!

Pak Lah is getting married - AGAIN? o___O

2007-06-06T18:27:00.000+08:00

Pak Lah is getting married? Yes. I saw it on 5xmom page just now. And then I saw it on jeffooi.com, then I heard it on the radio. Yes, come people! Let's all "WTF?!!" together-gather.
But anyways, congratulation Pak Lah!

"KENYATAAN MEDIA MENGENAI PENGUMUMAN
MAJLIS AKAD NIKAH YAB PERDANA MENTERI

Dengan sukacitanya dimaklumkan bahawa YAB Perdana Menteri Dato’ Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi akan melangsungkan majlis akad nikah dengan Jeanne Abdullah pada hari Sabtu 9 Jun 2007 bersamaan dengan 23 Jamadilawwal 1428 Hijrah.

Jeanne Abdullah dilahirkan di Kuala Lumpur pada 29 Julai 1953 dan merupakan anak sulung daripada empat orang adik-beradik. Beliau menerima pendidikan di Sekolah Menengah Assunta dan mempunyai pengalaman yang luas dalam bidang pentadbiran dan penghotelan setelah terlibat dalam pengurusan beberapa hotel terkemuka di Malaysia, termasuk Hotel Hilton Kuala Lumpur dan Hotel Pan Pacific. Jeanne juga pernah bertugas sebagai Pengelola kediaman rasmi Timbalan Perdana Menteri dan Pengurus Kompleks Seri Perdana.

Jeanne mempunyai dua orang anak, Nadiah dan Nadene.

Majlis berkenaan akan diadakan di Seri Perdana dan akan dihadiri oleh keluarga terdekat sahaja."

Let's WTF together!~ xD

physics? o.O

2007-06-05T20:26:00.000+08:00

Went to a new Physics tuition just now. I was sitting behind of bunch of guys. And heck I was so god damned lucky to sit behind a BIG HEAD GUY namely BIG TREE because he was wearing BIG TREE t-shirt.
Yes he had a VERY BIG HEAD and he's blocking almost everything from my view to the white board.
And so there... I don't want sit behind BIG TREE anymore.

And can anyone tell me WTF is y=mc? T_T

Virtual SOS

2007-06-05T10:33:00.000+08:00

I just woke up. Because I heard screamings.
My parents are yelling at each other. And I am starting to ponder... Was it really a mistake that I didn't go to MMU? How am I supposed to study in a house like that?
Maybe I should start trying to be heartless. At least that way I don't feel anything.
Otherwise I am worried I will kill myself without knowing it later.
I wish I will never get married to a guy like that.
I hate guys with fucking high male ego pride. *spits onto their faces*

Updates

2007-06-05T02:33:00.000+08:00

This song is hooked in my mind. Listen it. =)

I admit. It is hard to keep up a blog.
I was down for these few days. And I am still in the "-_________-" mode.
Yes, trying to sarcastic in everything. That is how I am when I am pissed.
I am pissed by everything in this world. Here's a list, not in particular orders though

I lied to everyone today. I dare not admit I misunderstood on something, instead I lied to jaga muka. Christ. Kill me.
There is someone in friendster I added. Well because his profile was private so I wanna check it out and yes I do know him. I know him since form 4 but I doubt he knows me. So I added. Today I went to check my friends list. He was in there already. When I was about to check out his profile, wtf, profile still private.
So what does that exactly means? I know. He accepted me to view my profile and then deleted me. Bastard. Why? Because I am not pretty? Thank you fucker, you just made my self esteem lowered by 50% I swear. There. Fuck him. I have a grudge on him. Bleh.
My whinny wimpy papa, still being "introvert". He barely talks to anyone of us in the house. And honestly, I don't think I would give a damn if he lives out.
In fact I will encourage him to move out if he is still like that next week.
So stubborn. Fuck male ego. Fuck the old man in PMS. Oh I just swear at my dad. Lol. I don't care. If you flame me, I will flame you back 100 times. I swear. It's my personal problem. You have no rights at all. Flame me and you'll die.
I don't have the semangat berkorbar-berkorbar to study. I blame myself partly. I blame the school teachers mostly. Blame my family for a small part also. Because they can't solve this argument. Well, I seriously HATE my school. Yes. I tried to like it. But heck no it's not working. I am anti SMKDOB mostly because of their teachers. They suck bad time.
- MUET teacher is only a temporary teacher. And what she did was showed us national geographic. Superb! And pssst... She never teach MUET before. ^________^ *lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*
- PA teacher. He's like super boring. His voice is like monotone. No expression. Might as well go die. I don't even bother to know the names of the teachers there. Because all are.... oh gosh *slaps self* I am not going to talk about it here. If you're still curious, ask me directly. And oh yea, he said after holidays only teach you because I am lazy. =.="
  He didn't said the exact sentence but it sounded like that. Geez.
- Physics teacher? Came in sit down do his work. WTF? Not much comment on him. I hope he's good. But I don't care la. I wanna transfer school. I am still waiting my letter. I can't wait!
- Math teacher? Wow! The best teacher ever alive in the world man! I "LOVEEEEEEEEEE" her sooooo much!
  She never taught form 6 before, she never took STPM before as she's a matriculation student and her English sucks. She taught us Form 6 Math in Malay. Great. And.. AND she reads outloud from the math reference book to teach us. Lol!
  Is that the way to teach math? Great teacher eh?!
- The only teacher I like there is my Chemistry teacher. Pn. Tan I supposed. She's a dedicated teacher and yea, she somehow reminds me of Pn. Komala, my Chem teach back in Form 4 & 5.

Yea, that's about it. I hate the school. How great?! Oh yea, been watching back Long Vacation on crunchyroll.com and I loved the soundtracks! <3
It's 3 and I have dishes to wash left over from dinner and I have tuition tomorrow. Great. I am soooooo "loving" life.

Frust.

2007-06-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

My dad is acting like a baby. Fuck.
It feels like I'm living with a stranger in the house. With a single mum and a sister.
-.-

If you like Pina Coladas

2007-06-03T04:21:00.000+08:00

Yes I am healing, but it's still odd okay. Give me sometime. I still want to kill myself at times. (:

Sexy song. Can't help but to blog it. Hey parents, listen to this song and repair your marriage ok?

And hey people out there,

If you like Pina Coladas,

And getting caught in the rain,

If you're not into yoga
If you have half a brain,

If you'd like making love at midnight
In the dunes on the Cape,

Then I'm the love that you've looked for,

Write to me...

and escape!

Write to me. :) *I'm just being bitchy, blame the PMS and depression*

Depression never ends.

2007-06-02T13:33:00.000+08:00

You know you wanna kill your self when you are waken up by the screams of your parents. Screaming at each other. There. I've reached my limits. I want to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND HECK I'M NOT CRAVING FOR ATTENTION!

And oh yea, if this offended anyone, I am sorry. But I still wanna say it.
Stay strong? It's what I hear EVERY SINGLE TIME people console me.
What? If you haven't been going through my life lately, you wouldn't even last a day!
Talk about staying strong. Bullshits.

Depression kills.

2007-06-02T01:13:00.000+08:00

The title said it all. Need I to repeat it again?

You know you're depressed when you start throwing tantrums.

You know you're depressed when you take the blame for everything. Even the thing you have done nothing wrong in.

You know you're depressed when you scream at your parents and being a bad daughter.

You know you're depressed when you easily cry over something fussy.

You know you're depressed when something small can make you tensed up.

You know you're depressed when you cried in your sleep.

You know you're depressed when you keep talking to someone who doesn't even want to talk to you back. And pretending he talks to you back.

You know you're depressed when you feel like committing suicide.

You know you're depressed when you know all your friends got scholarship even after appeal and you don't, you feel like running away or kill yourself.

You know you're depressed when you encounter family problems and you wanna kill yourself on the spot.

You know you're depressed when you feel everything is not right.

You know you're depressed when you are having insomnia for months. And you barely sleep well.

You know you're depressed when you only do the talk but never did anything out of it. And later blame yourself for it until you wanna die.

You know you're depressed when you don't laugh at jokes. Instead making a very sarcastic remark on it.

You know you're depressed when your parents in the verge of divorcing. After 20 years together. And you want to kill yourself.

You know you're depressed when you discovered that you have mental problematic relatives and it runs in your genes. The worse thing is, you triggered the genes a few weeks ago. Read when I actually discovered about this.

Have you been experiencing that? I do.
I need medication. For real. Or else you'll have to attend my funeral in weeks time. Like seriously. Anyone help?

Let the pics speak

2007-06-01T01:42:00.000+08:00

Penang Trip to Spice Garden. Before SPM 2006. ^_^

Baby cousin, Alicia Lee Yan Yi, damn cute but blur when it comes to take picture.

Do you know how to roll your tongue like me? I know my face got pimples la. That was last year ok? SPM exam stress ma.

On the way back to Butterworth after the Penang trip. Was snapping pictures like crazy in the bus. This is one of them.

CHUNG YUEH PHING! I MISS YOU ALOT. BLOODY ALOT OK?! xD

Lim Li and YP. Snapping my picture la tu.

My hair nice? =X

Hazwani, Azalea and I during Leadership Camp in 2006.

Yi Yern, me, Yueh phing and E-Thing below. During the leadership camp also. XD

I am just posting random pictures that I found. Nostalgic ma. Then post lor. ^_^
Pardon me for the extremely lame quality of the picture. Taken by my nokia 6600 a.k.a huan chu (potato) a.k.a ka chim (knock the crab) because it's very big and BIG.

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Lol. Clar just greeted me "Happy June 2007" just now. So wtf right?
How many people greet you that before?
For me it's my 1st time and I was LOL-ing.
And I am damn happy today. Dun ask why. Not telling. *muaks~*

jumps around Bweeeee!~ Excitement! xD + Pure rants

2007-05-31T10:03:00.000+08:00

I am so effing excited! xD
Because my friends in Singapore (well I mean that they went to Singapore to study) is coming back! Omfg!
I wanna go karaoke with them! Have a sleepover if possible and bbq. And and movie marathon! Whatever. I dream too much. =X
Ah... I missed BBQ with them.
I still remember that was in 2004. The BBQ party was so fun and while we were watching "Stairways to Heaven" on TV that night, we didn't even cry. Instead we laughed and laughed out loud until we crave for oxygen.
That K-Drama was actually a tear jerker. I watched it 3 times. 3 times I cried until mata hampir buta. *hiperbola la konon* That night only... Yueh Phing was making some stupid prediction what is going to happen to that girl and stupid sound effects. That's why we laughed like nobody's business.
Yueh Phing is coming back on the 8th June. Pui Yeng leh... I dunno. She keep saying 1st week of June! Now already 1st week of June! Where are you?! T_T
Anyways, I can't wait to meet them again. xD
I promise I'll introduce them in my blog. *xoxo*
Clar I still wanna go out yum cha with you. T_T

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So when I woke up this morning, I was bladdy pissed off.
I smell "S-M-O-K-E" in my room! WTF!! It's the cigarettes' smoke la what else?!
So I came out dashing from my room, only to find my dad have went out to service his car. WTF. Yes. I am still wtf-ing now.
I don't wanna die!

*please highlight if you still wanna read it. it's 18sx. Lol. Yea right. and sensitive also la. You might get annoyed by this. You have been warned. And oh yea, pls bear your eyes with this eff-ing bright yellow font ^________^*

And another thing, I read an ex's blog just awhile ago because I see the "*" beside his nick name.
So read read, I am still wtf-ing and grinning at the same time. Evil grin I mean.
^________^ (I try to act innocent ok, don mind me.)

Sad for his gf, effing satisfied for me. ^_______________________________^

" All that I can say is after being together since 1/1 i nop (wtf your english sucks. it's DON'T -__-) regret of having u by my side lo and i luv u very much dear."

The phrase above have been extracted from his blog and done some editing to protect his identity. Lol. Yea right.
And the bold words up there, I can't help it. I just feel like cussing. ^__________________^

I got prove he cheated on his gf ok? Virtually but still call cheating ok?
Nana you know about it so shaddap. =/
Effing kesian and lots of condolences to the gf. Your current bf is a jerk and he cheated behind your back 3 weeks or so ago. Due to his exam pressure or what-so-ever. It is still cheating~ Hohoho. ^___________^

" Well even though the assignments, mid-terms and finals gave me quite a headache and trying to emo me but i got 1 very special person that meant the whole world to me is by my side cheering, supporting, loving etc me "

The phrase above is not edited. Because I actually don't effing care about his identity and I am lazy to edit. ^___________^
Hohoho~ HE EFFING CHEATED! xD
Saying the gf cheering you? Hohoho. If all that above, why still cheat. Wtf. I got prove~ Lalalala~ I don't wanna meet these kinda guys anymore. They suck. ^___________^

You might probably getting annoyed by this rant and my ^___________^ smiley. I can't help it. It makes me innocence. ^___________^
Ok end of this rant ^_____________^

*end*

Excited, pissed off and satisfied at the same time AND still can't believe she signed up for Penang Bridge Marathon(10km "fun" run),
Riina~ xoxox

Amused.

2007-05-30T16:53:00.001+08:00

I am so amused by this ad. It has been playing on 8tv almost all the time.
Takuya Kimura is effing hot though. xD

Lol!~ My mum said, "So gay."
But I like the ghey-ness! xD

Skeletons In The Closet + Penang Bridge Marathon! OMFG!

2007-05-29T15:01:00.000+08:00

Hello Mr. Skeleton. Have anything to tell me?

How many of you out there have skeletons in the closet? I bet 99.99% of you.
Everyone has a secret. I mean at least A secret.
How often you tell people your secrets?
Let me share with you guys about my experience. I never really had a secret until I went into secondary school. When backstabings and cat fights happen almost every week.
It was cruel.. Really cruel.. I had a close friend that decided to back stab me whatever reason she had at that time. But of course it wasn't a secret anymore now after like 3 years?
What she did was.. spread my top 1 secret... Like every high school drama you read or watch.
It sucks. Then we started to call each other bitch. And we hardly speak to each other after that.
We still hardly speak until today. Lol. But I miss her. Really. =)

I've only shared my secrets, A-Z, to someone that I actually trust too much, he broke my heart. It sucked. But hey I am fine now.
The best person to share your secrets is your soulmate. You just need time to find one.
They are the BFF of your life, and lover for some.

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And OMG. OMFG. WTF! I just signed up for the upcoming Penang Bridge Marathon. WTF.

Yala. I am a loser. I only going for fun run. 10km. 2 hours. Lol.
I just want those damned KK marks. =X
Looking forward to the "run". xD But still I need to train before I actually do that "run".

Retro Chick

2007-05-29T01:22:00.000+08:00

Yes I admit I am a retro chick.
Why? Because I love the 40's, 50's and 60's most.
From the music, to the fashion and the environment and the courtship.
Yes I am aware that those are the war period.. Especially during the 40's..
Inspired by Tim Danker on his "Perfect Kiss" post, I write this post.
I find that the oldies are beautiful. They are love.
When my family and I were stucked in Penang Island yesterday, after a wedding dinner, we were listening to Lite FM. They were playing all those 50's songs. Omg. I totally fell in love with it!
With the trumpets sounds, I melted. Lol. I'm such a sentimental girl, am i? *smirks*

The most lovely kiss ever. The perfect kiss.

I am so going to do this one day. But not in Malaysia. I ~~might~~ will definitely get "saman" by doing that in public. It's fact right?

And oh yea, in the olden days, boys plays hard to get the girls. Unlike now. People are sleeping around everywhere. No offense though. I am just speaking out loud from my mind.
In those old days, there were less social problems. How I wish I could go back to those times.
Without the war part though. Lol. But the war, it makes everyone in this world closer to each other. They appreciate each other more than anything.

But I am happy to live in this new millennium. We never get to turn back time.
Live for today, as yesterday has passed and tomorrow may not come.

You Belong in 1957

You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

What Year Do You Belong In?

And I am a Merdeka Kiddo! xD

Holy Holidays~ Hoo!~

2007-05-28T18:10:00.001+08:00

Actually I hate holidays.
Damn it. I just started school for 2 weeks and they are giving us 2 weeks of holidays. WTF.
When I get all warmed up to start my "bertaubat" programme, ini pulak holidays. Isk.
I need to go Popular and shop some math T and physical chemistry book already.
I sounded like a nerd? Yea I am indeed a nerd. A lazy nerd to be exact.
Have to pull out mum to Popular tomorrow. -_-
And yes it's holidays and great, tuition centres are closed too damn it. WTF man.
I don't wanna rot at home.
Which reminds me that I need to find new physics tuition. >_<

Sms-ed Pui Yeng and Yueh Phing yesterday, asking when will they be back but no replies. =(
Can't wait to hang out with them!

Lanun-lanun Caribbean Ketiga~ xD

2007-05-27T10:47:00.000+08:00

So on Friday, that is after my miserable interview with that 2 most lowest level of human creature in the world *ehem pardon me*, my ghey girl and I went to watch Pirates of The Caribbean 3!
Or a.k.a Lanun-lanun Caribbean. xD
It was splendid!
Now I shall present you my love of my lifetime *yea right*

CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW!!! *screams~~~* *faints*

Ghey girl. *grins*

Who doesn't love him?

Welcome to Singapore! xD

Another scene from POTC 3.

Go grab your tickets now! Only RM 9-10 per show. I swear it is worth your money!
But hey just make sure that you're alert throughout the movie.
Or else you'll go swt like I did. It was quite confusing for me. Lol.
So pay attention! The movie is like almost 3 hours. So yea, prepare popcorns and drinks to stay awake! xD

After the movie, went back to ghey girl's house and bash people up in Tekken 5.
I missed playing PS. ^_^

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My mum finally brought back the Apple laptop from school.
I just wanted to learn how to use it and of course try out the video editing and apple's Photoshop. I have been using it for a few days now and I totally love it~
Might get one for myself soon~

Apple anyone? Adam and Eve? Lol

She is such a beauty. =)

Too bad they had "HAK KERAJAAN MALAYSIA" printed behind.
It's like just ruining this white beauty. Stupid. Should have printed it inside what.

*do not smack me* xD

Bias interviewers.

2007-05-25T13:33:00.000+08:00

I am going to rant about it later.
I am going out to watch POTC 3.

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So I am back~ After 32 hours. =.="
Anyways, let's talk about the teacher's interview.
It was pure plain bias.
I hate the female interviewer a.k.a. mamak woman. I am sorry I am not racist but at the times like this, I am. I am so sorry my Malay readers.
And so, we were talking about our current Prime Minister during my individual interview.
Then this damned lady ~~told~~ shouted at me, saying that,
"Who is this Pak Lah?! Your uncle?! I do not know who is Pak Lah!"
WTF man. If you dunno who is Pak Lah might as well you go fuck yourself.
Let's just cut things short, all because I am not a MALAY and they are. Blehx.
Talk also ki tulan.
I met a new friend though~ Tracy from Perak~
Right after the interview, my dad tumpang Tracy and her mum to the jetty.
I hate bias interviewers. But hey this is Malaysia. =.="
And I am not "brown". *smiles sarcastically*

Tantrum

2007-05-24T20:34:00.000+08:00

If you guys have been reading my blog lately.. The past few post... Very emo one right?
Great, I burst out today.

" A tantrum is an emotional outburst wherein higher brain functions are unable to stop the emotional expression of the lower (emotional and physical) brain functions. It can be categorized by an irrational fit of crying, screaming, defiance, and a resistance to every attempt at pacification in which even physical control is lost. The person may not stand or sit on their own. Even when the "goal" of the person is met, he or she is not calmed. "

I screamed at my mother. I cursed my dad out loud.
Being a bad daughter... I feel down..
Obviously I cried. I never really told anyone about this but decided to pen it down.
I really can't concentrate at my interview tomorrow.
I often disappoint my ma.. But hey ma.. I am just a human ok?
I am really sorry.
Thanks for listening to me although you doubt it.
I really mean it when I said it wasn't me when I screamed at you.

For the 1st time ever in my life... I never felt like this before...
I was actually thinking about some nonsense thing when I scream...
And honestly I can't really describe it.. Verbally too...
It's like I was actually worrying about something that I don't even know.
wtf right? What is wrong with me?
Should I start taking anti-depressan pills?
Or should I admit myself into the hospital?

It really wasn't me..... There has been a lot going on lately and I can't tell you everything...
The biggest hole in my heart...
Even if I told you, you wouldn't know the pain.. Because pa was your 1st love and you guys are lucky to get married to each other.
You wouldn't know the break ups pain.
I am sorry ma. I will try my best for the interview tomorrow.
I've always disappoint you since small. Like missing out an A in my PMR and SPM.
Failed to secure a scholarship. The only moment I can remember that you were proud of me when I was in Std. 3. When I passed my PTS. That's it. You expect too much from me. I'm stressed out.
My stubbornness will never cure, but I'll try to cease it.
Forgive me, ma.

your useless daughther,
riina

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